Hi again...
Nothing happned today
Went shopping..
Found another great web comic Road Waffles a touch violent...but well written.

The guy from Seattle called today. I think he got turned off by my attraction to another guy..shit I haven't even met him yet. That kind of clingyness is not attractive at all.

I have a major decision to make. Do I move to Seattle or just stay here? This decision has been tearing me apart for months now and I cant seem to figure it out. It's pretty heavy..I just don't feel like it's the right time to do it. I feel like something needs to click. I was so ready to do it when I got back from my visit up there.

I need to figure this shit out.

I also need to go to health and welfare and see if I can get a good psychiatrist. These meds aren't working apparently. I can't afford my old psych anymore since I no longer have insurance since quiting my job.

I'm running out of meds and that is a bad thing.

I wish someone would read this...I'd like some feedback on my life :)

No one has yet tho...
We'll see.

Latah

Just want to pop by and say....It happened again last night...

Later..

Hey...
I've been undergoing the worst depression for well over 2 months now. Meds haven't helped. But hey...Life change is a-comin'. Might pull me out of it yet.

I interviewed for Wells Fargo today. Personal Banker position...sounds pretty rad. (yeah...I said "rad", whatcha gonna do about it?) It went pretty well. I'll be expecting a call sometime this week.

Been trying out some new webcomix today...nothing to write home about. I did discover Sluggy Freelance, which I loved and Something Positive both of which I have been enjoying immensely, but i've been working my way through their archives for the last week or so. Everything else sucks balls..so far.

I should brag a bit. 1 week ago today I got laid. I realize I should keep this stuff to myself, but he was sooooo beautiful. Like a cross between River Phoenix and Johnny Depp. (except alive..in the case of River)He's one of those straight boys you find at the bar at closing time. So I don't imagine I'll be hearing from him. But I'm going back tonight...so who knows.

Beyond that..nothing much. I'm going to now get my lazy ass up and go play City of Heroes for a while...

Piece owt